July is coming =D

The sixth month of the year is going to the end, which means my first semester is going to end too.
24 hours countdown to the commence of the last paper. Yayy..
48 hours countdown to the time when the plane depart. Yayy yayy..
Less than 24 hours, housemate is gonna leave to Adelaide, hooray for u too! XD I will miss u.
Housemate is packing, I am revising. Just can't wait to get over the MATHss paper which was allocated in this so so so late date..




The delectable Monday big breakfast, prepared by lovely housemate. Simple but yet tasty, especially the pound cake. It's just usual sausages and eggs but the colour combination and the varieties nicely put on the plate just make me feel so happy.
Not forgetting the healthy and nutritious herbal chicken soup noodle for the Sunday's night dinner. so Yea, we still can get nutrition even we are not at home. Parents back at home, dont need to worry with my meals, I do have all the nutrition I need and maybe more than enough. XP

Lol.the chocolates which were supposed to be in the suitcase, end up being in my stomach now.

It's not that I'm tempted to eat it, it's because my luggage weight is limited, so this box was pick out. Xp

Well well, back to studies now. =)

mood Swing

Where’s the motivation to study for the last paper?
Why always day dream.
Always stoned, always stick yourself to the bed, always sourcing food.
Complicated mood.
Some time to relax, some time to pack, some time to study. But I’m just sitting in front of the desk not doing anything most of the time.
I’m wasting a lot of time, just don’t feel like doing anything.

"Time is like river, you cannot touch the same water twice, because the flow has passed will never pass again. "


Falling sick while u are out there alone is really not good.
Luckily I still have someone, someone here to make sure I’m warm, make sure I get all that I need to recover asap. Thank You. :)
When close ones are not around, falling sick is the worst moment.
It's saturday night, I should be happy because just a few more days I'll be back at my best home.
Complicated.............swinging and swinging.

xx virus xx

SOme people are relieved, some people are going to.. but I'm still hanging on..
One more week to go.. Two more subjects to cramp into my brain.
My long awaiting trip back home is coming sooon, but besides the usual excitement, I'm worried.
The super duper high rates of swine flu cases in this city...gossshh..and most of the people back from melbourne were identified as carrying the virus..
I dont want to be quarantine for 7days. Flu please stay away from me, viruses or microorganisms please dont approach me.
Today, sitting in the exam hall, hearing people whooping, coughing and tiny little germs will be scattered all around,so scary. :(
All I wish now is to stay healthy, byebye flu and cough, then have a smooth trip back.
Can't wait for the break, can't wait for exams to over.

Good Luck to You! Good luck to Me.
The sooner it's over, the merrier it will be.

Another emo post.
i think someone will check whether i have a new post. if u really did, yes im blogging again.
I do not get the happiness feeling I had before.
How come its so miserable.
I enjoyed and I had fun at times tooo, but mostly is the other way round.
I'm pleasured to have many relatives here. The time I spent with them are good. Free mind and relax. Well taken care of and feeel more homey..
I'm pleasured to have a good housemate, similar hobbies =), always here and reduce my loneliness and fear.
I'm pleasured too to have the close friend here, although not always meet up but I know she is there, I know I have someone there for me.
On top of all these, a lot a lot a lot of other things are gone, I couldn't find them.
when will it be to get it back......
so emotional nowadays, i apologize.


A really good Sunday i had with the friends, shopping and eating, laughing and teasing, walking and enjoying gelati beside the road.
We dont have huge parties or anything but just simple things to do with the friends are good.
It would be nice if the friends are here always, but in life, things always do not turn out what u wish.
life is challenging, complicated, unpredictable.
the skies are dark and showers everyday.

timing

i should study.
Take the chance to study, but I'm online.
Already set to be on internet.
I dont speak according to my heart.
I would like the best for others.
I want but i dont speak out and ask for it, its my weakness.
Indecisive, its my weakness.
Not tough, not firm, always go by what others say, always let other people decide and pick, its my weakness.

'WHat u feel like eating today?'
Hmm..anything will do.

' Western or chinese? '
western.

In restaurant, browsing through the menus.
' Do you have something on ur mind already?'
hmmm..not sure pasta or foccacia.

A few minutes passed, still undecided.
' Cant make up ur mind yet? Let me pick for u. U take seafood.?'
okok..ya anything.

Basic ordering skills only, I'm so indecisive.
Always just go by the wind, how to be a leader, how to be successful.

WEll, Timing and the picking on menu thingy has no link. just thought of the major weakness of mine.

Understand someone well? good and bad. know what he thinks. know what he will do.
understand me someone? i would think its good. to know what i feel.

season changed.

Its already winter now. Time flies.
I hate the cold. Make me feel so lazy. I have no moood to study and my mind are not working well.
Notes are not going in. Just always day dream.
Looked through the past year paper and the questions are so not direct.
I cant answer them :(


The beautiful brightly coloured tree outside my window turn into the ugly dried branches. the weather, the scenery make people feel down.
This is the changes of treee..let's seeee beloww...




this is YiLee during end of summer and beginnnig of winter. I've been here for the whole autumm season without realising the time passed.
Huge changes that will shock everyone when u see me :(




i want to run away from exam..........