A post from a few days ago.

Life is short. We have a lifespan. 365 days and you grow a year elder. 24 hours a day. 8 hours for sleep and 16 hours left.

Treasure and adore the people who are concern about you. In dealing with those who doesn't care about you, still be nice, give them your appreciation, not overdose, just at a basic dose.

Live a life. Party hard and work hard to achieve the goals in life.

Say No and say Bye to emo devil. It's all mentality, it's about the way you think. When you're sad, just think and see things in another way, when you're on another view, you'll feel better.

No one will like someone who is emo, please be cheerful, always keep a smile on the face and light up the life of the ones around.

A post for today.

Frustrated. I'd put my effort in, sourcing, researching, trying to make it nice, make it safe but things gone wrong at the end. Silly. Always need to lose something before realising on things.

Learned to trust my instincts. Previous bad feelings was right.

Learned to be wise and critical.

I've learned and grew wiser =) Another experience in life.

Current daily life on weekdays. Uni 9-5pm working on a research project, Antibacterial effect of human serum on Klebsiella Pneumoniae.

Was boring for the first day, second day and third day. Looking forward to the days in the lab when I actually do something and learn. Time to learn some new stuff. =) Another experience in life

Although boring but first week on board with the team was pretty relaxing. I wished it's like that all the time. The team are nice people, second day-someone brought banana cake, third day-someone brought momo's (Nepalese dumplings),fourth day -played princess Uno during lunchtime and had afternoon tea nearby.

Two very different offices I get to work in.

Research science based office this summer. Account department of a construction company last summer. Current one, I hear terms like samples, test, filters, broth, concentration...scientific terms. Previous one, I heard a lot of paying, money, invoices, tax, gst. Am I prepared to hear the scientific terms for the rest of my working life ? lol. Do I fit into that category?

Hopefully, I will gain a better insight on research and get to narrow down my options.

Lastly, law of attraction. I believe in you, please work for me.

In another weeks time, I will be having my first paper for this sem.

In another 17days, I will be done with all four papers, done with my second year in uni, and summer holidays begin.

I should be very happy to look forward for the holidays, just another two n half weeks of studies. However, im not feeling the excitement and happiness for the summer holidays at the moment even though it's three months of holidays.

This is due to the fact that I'm not entirely on holiday as I'm participating in either a research project or a summer program in a company, I'm expecting i'll be stressed on certain tasks I've to complete later on.

Sometimes, I wonder if all these are worthwhile, to participate in various activities/programs hoping for a better chance in future and sacrificing on others.

Am I overworking and neglected the things that cannot be picked up after it has pass, other more important things that have no point of return if we missed it?

To me, there are many more people that I want to treasure, they are in priority, it is impossible to foresee life or my future career, I shall focus and appreciate current things that lay right in front of my eyes.

There is always a need to balance. I should balance it right.

Time is really moving very quickly this year, roomie is graduating and going to leave =(

I will miss miss miss her so much, she has been like a sister to me, looking after me the younger one :)

She made me dance out of her boredom last night, not actual dance but gave me a good laugh =p

Have a look if u are interested =) who will be here next year in making the random things for laughs? D:

http://theuglydance.com/?v=uanxlnqern

Lastly, I need to control on two cases. I can do it if i think I can. Determination is all that I need. I will and I can control!

The girl used to be cheeky, happy, easy going and stress-free.

As she grows, she gets a higher view, seeing more of the world, she sees more things in life.

Different issues, scenarios around that do not just confined or involved the few people but many.

Things do not just end like a full stop but continues...

The more she knows, the more she's aware, the more cautious she is. The fear is developing.

Subconsciously, she limits herself, choosing not to be involved, choose to stay in her comfort zone and just stick to the old ordinary way of life.

That's probably the reasons, the girl is getting more reserved. The smile on her face lessened.

She knows that the journey in life is indeed not just on a smooth tar road.

She will learn one day, mentally and physically prepared, with the right attitude and skills, stepping out and walk through the slopes, hills, mountains, ocean.

Food is my love

Exam is around the corner. I should start on my revision instead of baking, but I enjoy baking more, maybe I should have take up patisserie. My baking interest slowly develops since I came Melbourne, more or less is due to my dear roomie and cousin who have similar interest :)

On this friday --> Vanilla Cream puffs

Look at the mountain hill of cream puffs!! Bringing them to friendsgathering tomorrow.

Oh,cream puff, you are tempting, you are attractive, you are so gonna be gone soon!

The one overloaded with vanilla whipped cream. A sinful treat.

On this Monday --> Cherries cheesecake brownies.

Specially made for the special one.

See the resemblance to a character ?

On last friday ----> steamed egg cake 鸡蛋糕

Suppose to be spreaded with kaya. Substituted with jam instead.

The cake didn't turn out well, didn't rise much :( I miss the ones at Ipoh Oldtown Coffeeshop.

Spongebob dribbling bloody saliva ?

Am I too rigid and inflexible?

I want to change to a better person so so much but I find it hard.

I want to move on but why is it so difficult.

People have move through this garden, went pass the dark tunnel and found the light through to the other garden. Why am I still wandering on this flat ground.

I've never thought this would happen, I always thought nothing will influence me so much and I can do if I have the determination.

However, things seems to be different.

I know I made the decision, I bear the consequences. What happening could be karma.

I'm silly, reserved, sensitive and traditional.

I've never been the kind that let the feelings show.