Saturday, August 28, 2010

有一种爱叫做放手,
有一种爱叫做拥有,
有一种爱叫做霸占,
有一种爱叫做同情。

事情就不是那么简单。

我在想可以一天不落泪吗?应该不可能,因为打瞌睡就会流泪, 太开心笑时又落泪,还有再做某某事时也落泪,搞成别人常问我发生是么事。 =P

Yipeee, heading to Mt Buller tomorrow with roomie and friends. My first snow boarding trip =D
It's quite a high risk activity, but it is one of the risk that you must take at least once in life. God bless to all.

Down with a slight runny nose too. Hopefully it don't get worst, I don't want to spread the germss! Looking forward to Spring!


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I like to think.
Think of alternatives, think of the many possibilities, think and analyze the fact.
Thinking too much is definitely not a good habit.
Think too much, think unnecessarily, damaging so many of my brain cells, using so much of my energy.

I like to imagine and guess.
Imagine that this could be the one, that is merely a story.
After a period of time, I will wake up from my dream, I will finally realise the actual fact, it is not a story. It's just me who think too much, who put the facts into story. Heart will then sink to the lowest point.

This does not just happen once. It happened many many times. Disappointment always. I should not create hopes, should not think that there's hope, no hope no disappointment.

I think too much but in actual it is just what it is, simple and straight forward.

Dont know = Dont have to think = No hope = No disappointment.

Monday, August 23, 2010

In need to talk to my mom, been some time since we have a long chat.
Yes, I can do it, let's finish up my work asap and then I can talk to her. =D

Mommy always says, she is applying the law of attraction to help me with this n that whenever I'm putting off her ideas or saying this and that will not work.

I must say I need to believe that law of attraction works.
Our mind control what we are going to get. Positive attracts positive. Negative attracts negative. This is not the same as ions and electrodes =P

I must be positive! Be confident on the power of positive thinking. Keep myself away from negative thoughts. Then my life will be better =D
The group I joined last year just had a muscial 'Crimson Spring'. One of the things that I like about the musical production is that the musical is not only for entertainment and amusement, every year's musical have theories reflecting the realities in life. Last year's musical 'The Puppets" telling people not to be a puppet that is tied down, not to be controlled by others.

This year's musical revolves around few themes of isolation, sacrifice, politics, desire and family.
There are some dialogues from the musical that I would like to share. Oh it's not dialogues, it's actually monologues, which was expressed by the main casts after the climax point.

事情不是你想像那么简单。 Things aren't as simple as you thought.

世上没有一生的事情。There's nothing that last forever.

如果我还是和以前一样,那不就一点成长都没有。
I will not grow and learn if I'm still the same person as before.


Okay, change of topic.
I'm feeling so dry these days. Dry lips, dry skin. I see flaky skin on my face.
Been trying to drink more water and yet still feeeling dry. Should put more more more moisturiser but I'm always lazy.

The emo devil please stay away from me!!


Sunday, August 22, 2010

Sometimes,
I want to say..but the words always not being delivered.
I want to do..but the actions always not being shown.
I belongs to a minority group of people, but I wished I can move out and enter another category.

True feelings or mere perception will ever continue to struggle.
Who can draw a line for me?

Thursday, August 5, 2010