In need to talk to my mom, been some time since we have a long chat.

Yes, I can do it, let's finish up my work asap and then I can talk to her. =D

Mommy always says, she is applying the law of attraction to help me with this n that whenever I'm putting off her ideas or saying this and that will not work.

I must say I need to believe that law of attraction works.

Our mind control what we are going to get. Positive attracts positive. Negative attracts negative. This is not the same as ions and electrodes =P

I must be positive! Be confident on the power of positive thinking. Keep myself away from negative thoughts. Then my life will be better =D

The group I joined last year just had a muscial 'Crimson Spring'. One of the things that I like about the musical production is that the musical is not only for entertainment and amusement, every year's musical have theories reflecting the realities in life. Last year's musical 'The Puppets" telling people not to be a puppet that is tied down, not to be controlled by others.

This year's musical revolves around few themes of isolation, sacrifice, politics, desire and family.

There are some dialogues from the musical that I would like to share. Oh it's not dialogues, it's actually monologues, which was expressed by the main casts after the climax point.

事情不是你想像那么简单。 Things aren't as simple as you thought.

世上没有一生的事情。There's nothing that last forever.

如果我还是和以前一样，那不就一点成长都没有。

I will not grow and learn if I'm still the same person as before.

Okay, change of topic.

I'm feeling so dry these days. Dry lips, dry skin. I see flaky skin on my face.

Been trying to drink more water and yet still feeeling dry. Should put more more more moisturiser but I'm always lazy.

The emo devil please stay away from me!!

Sometimes,

I want to say..but the words always not being delivered.

I want to do..but the actions always not being shown.

I belongs to a minority group of people, but I wished I can move out and enter another category.

True feelings or mere perception will ever continue to struggle.

Who can draw a line for me?

Food again.

My post is on food once again.

Food lover am I?? or dessert lover??

You can easily guess that's true from my size.

Fatt Koh (prosperity kuih) or Smiling cake - reason as a successful one smiles and opens up nicely =D

This is not the original Fatt Koh as what normal people will thought of in their minds. It's not white with pink strips, the original Fatt Koh, which is usually used for praying. The taste is different too.

I saw this Fatt Koh in a food blog which uses gula Melaka and looks interesting so i decided to try the recipe. Moreover, I like the gula Melaka.

Overall, I'm satisfied and happy with how the cake turned out in appearance, but taste wise, i still think that it can be more fragrant. Ammendments needed.

Childhood favourite food

Lately, I'm browsing through food blogs in particular on the kuih category.

Being away from home and missing the relaxing moments on holidays back then or times when I was younger, motivates me a bit on starting DIY, cook/bake.

Well well, I craved for a lot a lot of local Malaysia snacks and kuih, but I want simple recipes.hehee. Thus, too complicated ones, crossed out, and finally made this Steamed white cake or '白糖糕'.

After making this, then I realised the ingredients is only rice flour,sugar,yeast,pandan leaves and oil. I remember my mom or dad used to buy them from the market and it will be sitting on the dining table for me as breakfast =D

Steamed rice cake attempt succeed!

Tomorrow, gula melaka 'fatt kohh'.