Another emo post.
i think someone will check whether i have a new post. if u really did, yes im blogging again.
I do not get the happiness feeling I had before.
How come its so miserable.
I enjoyed and I had fun at times tooo, but mostly is the other way round.
I'm pleasured to have many relatives here. The time I spent with them are good. Free mind and relax. Well taken care of and feeel more homey..
I'm pleasured to have a good housemate, similar hobbies =), always here and reduce my loneliness and fear.
I'm pleasured too to have the close friend here, although not always meet up but I know she is there, I know I have someone there for me.
On top of all these, a lot a lot a lot of other things are gone, I couldn't find them.
when will it be to get it back......
so emotional nowadays, i apologize.


A really good Sunday i had with the friends, shopping and eating, laughing and teasing, walking and enjoying gelati beside the road.
We dont have huge parties or anything but just simple things to do with the friends are good.
It would be nice if the friends are here always, but in life, things always do not turn out what u wish.
life is challenging, complicated, unpredictable.
the skies are dark and showers everyday.