Sunday, August 30, 2009

Disappointed on myself for letting go this golden opportunity, not holding it tightly but slipped it off.
I know that it can make lots of changes, seriously a lot, for my parents, for myself and make many things easier, but i didn't do my best.
Character, personality, skills, luck? I ponder.
The to-do-list got to put aside until another chance appear.
Well, the sun is still there, when there is light, there is hope, things which are meant to be yours will be yours.
Life is not always going by your side and your way.

Monday, August 24, 2009

You girls always stays, always be in my heart.

The day when we just starting to know each other...


....till the night we know each other more than what others do.



A very short clip of the three silly ones.

I miss the crazy nights in D1-25 more..but posting them, i will be dicekik..haha..


Went to a self-musical production on saturday night - The Puppets.
Puppets are usually controlled by people, they are tied up with strings, they move when people want them to, they have no souls no choice.
Are human living as puppets? Are we controlling each other lives?
Do we move, take action or do something to please other people, to show other people, to be competitive?
Yes, it is all about interactions. In life we interact with each other, we fulfil other people needs and others will satisfy our needs too.

The moral of the story is not to be controlled by our desire, we dream and we go for our dream.
Desire is the little bad evil that pulls u down in doing what you really want beneath your heart.
As the population grows, the globalisation, the commercialisation, everything done is for the community, we do it because the world wants this. If you're not, you'll not fit in.
People nowadays tends to forget about what is the actual purpose of life, what actually we are going for, what is happiness, do we just live as normal just because everyone live the same or we step out and say it out loud I should be this instead of that....
Live to yourself, discover the hidden dream, move towards it. Stop being controlled.

What is my dream?? What I am here for??
I just want to be a girl to be loved.
My dream is to have an angel beside me whenever I need her.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

When hit by miss EMO

When hit by miss emo, the emo kids in unit 2/20 bake.
Each has their own problems, but we both just want to bake.
After a round of oreo cheesecake, here it comes the chocolate chip cookies.
Usually, I will not bake but sleep and eat.
This time, I bake and indulge.
Huge plate of Korean rice, chocolate pistachio baklava, oreo, oreo cheesecake, chocolate chip cookies all in a day.
Felt so bad and guilty after these but I’m still lazy to move, to exercise.


my oreo cheesecake which do not look very nice but taste ok.
Miss JiaYiing also cant resist baking and she decided to make cookies. Yummy yummy.


Miss Jia Yiing's man cute =D

The shapess =)

The shapes again which is shaped by me =)
There's mahjong '5 tong'

I'm so happy mouding them, and so happy when it is baked nicely. A little kiddo..haha..
Success in cake and in cookies. HAppy! just put aside the term calories in my brain at the moment.. Xp

Sunday, August 16, 2009

On Satuday night

A windy day, lucky not too cold weather.
The strong wind pushes me forward and also going against me.
Tomorrow will be a very windy day too with wind speed 40-60kmph.
A saturday night, so me and housemate went out for dinner, Crispy pork ( siuyok) rice..yumyummm..later we had our dessert..Fredo's Gelato! really enjoyed it!


My macachoc + roche =P


Her Baileys + greetea Xp

Introducing the guardian of my bed or my room or for me.hehe..


The dogs =D
The huge one is from the hometown buddies.
The odd one is from my best sis.
The remaining two is from myself but all thanks to miss YY.




A random one taken after swimming.


I'm currently in job seeking mode, the managersss pls call me.
The lazy mode too..still having afternoon naps although im not sleepy. so so pig!
Feeling everyday of my life is so not productive.
Till here now. Goodnite again.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

it's late in the middle of night now. 2.47am.
A fight just happened right outside my apartment, I heard the noise but it didnt bother me or alert me of anything, I'm just inside my world, in the blogger. hehee..
Knock Knock knock! "YiLee, there's a fight outside!" my housemate alert me..
We both peeped through our balcony glass door. I cant see any punches happening but my housemate did witnessed the hitting and the eff word scolding part. SHe kepoh through her room window for quite some time it shows!!hehee..she'll read thiss...Xp
The efficient Victorian police came after 1-2mins. One by one, in total there are 6 police cars. It looks like some serious murder case just happened but it's just merely fight of a small group of people.
Me and housemate waiting to see something more interesting to happen but then not much to watch..haha..

Btw, Yes, finally we get a good reply from the property agent, me, cousin and miss JIaJia will be shifting to a new apartment, a more spacious area with front and backyard. Although my room will be smaller as well as my wardrobe, I will be nearer to my uni, which means further from the city too. =(
Oh well, there are always the pro and cons in everything. We shall just balance it and get the most of it. =)

Reporting the time again 3.00am. Time to bed. Time to dream.

The return



Let me write something here. Xp
Dont have the feeling to write anything or update anything on blogger or facebook lately.
I'm so so slack and lazy. Slept at about 10pm for two nights!! and have afternoon naps too no matter how sufficient + over sleep i get from the previous night.
I dont feel sleepy, but yet dont feel like doing anything else, so will just lie on the bed and ........ there i go to pay a visit to "mr.Chow".

SOme baking moments with my dear housemate again. Oh well it's already past a few weeks till now i write about it.haha..
The japanese cheesecake!! Housemate wanted to get rid of her cheese sitting in the fridge and so we made this!
Awesome cheesecake! The first attempt!



Goodwork JiaYiing. =D


Homemade pizza. Its my first time making pizza too.The base was made by aunty. I did help in the process to make the pizza base too. My aunty actually place the pizza dough in front of the heater, hehe...so that the dough rise up faster. I witnessed the tripling volume of the dough after hours.Later, Me and housemate just add our favourite toppings on it. That's a easy one! xp


Haiwaian extra supreme??hehe..
tuna+chicken with nando's peri sauce+pineapple chunks




Tada, a post about food again..
Live to eat people!!
Have a great day =)


SUPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED FRIENDS
~ Kok CHin ~
~ Foong YAn ~
~ Lai Wei ~
We are all growing up, the secondary school friends are now turning 19..and soon we officially an adult that can vote, and then our life goes on and on...
ooh.i miss school life so much
BLessings to all of You
-Love LOve love -

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

The invaluable effort by the loved one
The irreplaceable treasure <3
塮塮你~


Saturday, August 1, 2009

I'm losing my enthusiasm to study again, enjoyed too much in the past few weeks. =(
I'm so reluctant to move, so reluctant to use my brain and complete the worksheets.
Felt so sleepy while reading the lecture notes.
Second semester syllabus is harder than before, in most lectures i cant get what is being taught and what are the main points that we are suppose to know.
The dollars keep on increasing in value, why????
i need a part time job. I need to allocate my timetable well. I need to motivate myself that's the most important thing, or else i will not be able to cope.
One more thing, I need to be determine in my plan too.
off to bed now, instead of wasting time doing nothing here.
nitenite.