Disappointed on myself for letting go this golden opportunity, not holding it tightly but slipped it off.
I know that it can make lots of changes, seriously a lot, for my parents, for myself and make many things easier, but i didn't do my best.
Character, personality, skills, luck? I ponder.
The to-do-list got to put aside until another chance appear.
Well, the sun is still there, when there is light, there is hope, things which are meant to be yours will be yours.
Life is not always going by your side and your way.